The Downward Spiral

Saturday, December 31, 2005

last day of 2005

Looking back at the past 364 days, time sure flies.
Lots of ups and downs for me this year too, as it is for everyone. Simply too lazy to write it down. No point whining and complaining about things that has already happened.

New Year resolutions for 2006:
1) To really really really quit smoking.
2) To get my class 2 & 3.
3) Treat my parents better.
4) To win the cb Toto.( only the 1st prize for me pls)
5) Earn more money.
6) Change bike.
7) Visit my aunt more often.
8) Less drinking and less clubbing.
9) Exercise more to keep fit and pass IPPT.
10) Save enough money for an overseas trip.

Of course there are some less impt ones which I don't want to put up.
Anyway, Happy New Year to everyone.
May 2006 be a better year for all of us.

PARTY AT MOS WITH DARREN EMERSON TONITE!!!!!!!!!

by p0rn5tar
12/31/2005 05:51:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

the hand that feeds

xmas and boxing day has never been so cosy. Snuggling up each other with choco, pizza, roasted duck, tibits and drinks. Switching between channels and making me falling in love with Sex And The City.
Now now, guys could watch this show for its fair amount of tits shown too ok.
Too bad was down with running nose. Too much reindeer delivery on xmas eve? =P
My company and presence was perhaps the best I could have offered. After seeing the tears welling up, I could really understand the feeling of missing your family. I have decided to treat my parents nicer from now on.
Teasing me here and there. Naughty naughty. And since when did a necklace become a bracelet?
Not acting your age? It's ok, as long as the end of the day, when all the teasing and the change of mentality ends, I win. That's good enough. JAJAJA.
I really hope there was smthg I could have done to make you feel better.

Oh yes, I am seriously in need of a digi cam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And just in case I forgot, NYE at MOS anyone?

p.s. And sd, stop calling me Mr. socks. It was just a simple comment. JAJAJAJAJA.

by p0rn5tar
12/27/2005 01:07:00 PM
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Sunday, December 25, 2005

merry xmas

Merry Christmas to all you muthafarkers out there!!!!!
For the 1st time in dunno how many years I decided to stay home for a simple xmas dinner with family. And nope I didn't go out to party, though I did received a no. of sms to chiong.
Thanx to all those to msg me merry xmas.
Words from a poor man: Gifts of great monetary value doesn't mean anything. It's always the thought that counts. Keep it simple.

Reach out and touch faith,
I'm your personal Jesus.

by p0rn5tar
12/25/2005 04:25:00 AM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

party on

MOS on wed is GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT too. This fri gonna go again to celebrate my passing all. Do not wait. Let's do it.
And I sat in a fucking bentley on the way back with a ferious pussy behind the wheels. One hell of of a lady driver with balls. Not that I'm complaining, cuz' I was sleeping like pig at the back.
A point to note: I find ladies who help their men take off socks very sexy.

Excerpt:
Like seriously, when i treat them like expendable junk, they macham like sibei high, stick to you like glue like that. When i treat them like treasure, they chut all kinds of stunts. Kan annoying.

Agree or disagree? You tell me.

by p0rn5tar
12/22/2005 06:05:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

i created history

For the first time in 4 yrs, LIM BEI finally passed all my subjects ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA
I am so gonna party like mad this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All I want for xmas is for you to be truely happy

by p0rn5tar
12/20/2005 11:35:00 AM
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

no time

TMD, so many things to blog about but just simply no time.... past 1 week sleep an avg. of 4-5 hrs per day. Much less than during exams period. No time. No time. No time.
So many things to say. AARGH!!!!!!

MOS ROOOOOOOOOOCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

ANd steph!!!!! did you bring my CDs back???

by p0rn5tar
12/17/2005 01:04:00 PM
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Catholic High boys

After 1 week of training and games at the src, I went out on fri to meet up with my catholic high BRAders. Coincidentally, it's at wheelock place fish n co also. But we didn't go to coffeebean to chill. Instead, we went to a ktv in geylang to be technicians and sang our lungs out. And no, we never took any pics too. Cuz it would be too offensive to put it up here. HAH! But it's a pity we never took pics. Afterall, it's been a long time since all of us came out together. There's there sugar-cane-prince Heda, the self-confessed i-am-such-a-bum-cuz-i-have-been-without-job-for-so-long-but-i-am-making-money-off-betting-soccer JC, the ever getting fatter James, the baby-u-wanna-sit-my-car?-i-drive-an-SLK Jon and Edd who is back in sg from aussie for his hols. Too bad Jer couldn't make it.

COuldn;t sing much at the ktv, but my voice cannot make it anyway. All of us was visibly stunned when heda showed off his chen lei's hokkien gua powers. JAJAJAJA. And James gave me a puzzled look when I know how to sing JJ's songs. JAJAJA. Bo bian leh.... it's in my playlist and cuz SOMEONE like's JJ's songs too. I not only know ah beng songs, I also have adequate knowlegde of soothing melodies can?

Talk about no voice, it's probably cuz on fri afternoon I really shouted my lungs out at the soccer match between hall9 and hall6. Stupendous performance by the Niners I must say. Exhilarating match that end 1-0 in favour of us, with Philips scoring the only goal from a freekick in the dying mins of the game. The moment he scored, all of us erupted form the sidelines and some of us charged onto the field to celebrated. After that all of us couldn't wait for the final whistle. Towards the end of the match, hall6 had a corner, which they almost scored. Lim bei's heart almost pop out of my mouth I tell you. Such is the excitement and joy IHG brings me.

With regards to the supporters who are reading this, if you guys wanna just go down and show face only and don't wanna contribute to the cheering, you must as well stay in your room and don't come. Sports like soccer which hall9 hold in high regard, requires strong vocal support also. It's ok if we don't have as many supporters as the opposition, but if we cheer and encourage more and louder then our opponent, wouldn;'t them respect us too? I simply don;t give a shit about whether there are points or no points. It's the pride and friendship that I gained. Plus some other reasons too, like I enjoy sports(dun bullshit lah eric, you couldn't even complete your 2.4km in time), and play IHG got points(too hell with the points lah, with the singleroom next yr priced at $240, gg liao lah cb). 'Enuff said about promises to go down to support the hall even when you are not playing. What's the point of going down in numbers, but just to sit there quietly in a corner? Just to show face? Just to show people you support your hall too? Go screw yourself pls. It's all about hall pride. You don;t have to be low-profile or high-profile in order to go play games or to support your hall. Wassup with just shouting a few words of encouragements to the players? Does it cost alot? Who gives a shit about how others look at you. Dont's say liao, say liao also waste breathe and make my fingers tired.

After ktv at 2am, we proceed on to devils. SI bei happening sia. 230am in the morning still need to queue to go in. KNN. ons of lao cais there that night, with more of ah ma toh's ppl coming in after 330am. Got in cuz of the free entry. Zzz. Ther only people who smiled at me at devils that night was a group of ah guas. Not because I'm handsome or what. It's cuz of my feminine feaures, as SOMEONE says. ............................................................ And for the first time, we partied till6am sia. Then proceed on to geylang yong he tou hua for breakfast. Still no pics. I seriously need a digicam. Reached home at ard7 plus to find mom getting ready for work. She said nothing but shook her head. Concussed till ard evening time then came back hall.

This morning's takraw against hall8 was a do-or-die mission. And we won!! Next match vs hall4 again. Must win them this time. Seriously, can the convening halls get better umpires?? OK , the umpire was alrite, but for the linesman(ppl who judge the balls in or out), they got a fucking geek to do the job. SMLJ??? sun morning cannot find ppl then ask a nerd who stays in hall24/7 to judge?? Ok, I know he doesn't wanan be here also, cuz he wanna stay in his room in front of in monitor typing away, chatting with some girl he just met on the net and jerking off the conversation. Then throwing the cum cover toilet-stolen-toilet-roll tissue into the already over-flowing dustbin that's full of cupnoodles and semen-smeared tissue. Yes, try to picture this guy in your head. He definitely need an extra pair of specs to add on to the one he already has. Cuz he simply can't see whether the balls in or out. Why? Staring at the CRT for too long increases myopia my dear.

Just woke up from a nap from a nightmare. Too tired and too scared to go into details here. Is it a sign of things to come??? If it is, then I must be very very very careful liao.

I'm sorry dad and mom. I really let you 2 down. I am very ashamed of myself liao. I will be a better person and the son you guys always wanted. I really appreciate the things you guys did for me. I will work hard to change for the better. I promise.

by p0rn5tar
12/11/2005 02:15:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Overseas expedition 2005

Red and blue, on top of the mountain.

Group photo at base before going up

The view on the top is absofuckinglutely awesome. Top hell with the phobia of heights

11 yrs of brothers on top of a moutain. What else can you ask for?

See that tree sitting on a mountain top??

The overseas trip this year totally pwns!!!!! Every muscle in my body is tingling with sensation now. Really long time bo exercise sia. Well, at least I never climb until face white white and slipped afew times like our xiaobai aka Lee Simian. JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA.

Oh, and I left something behind on the mountain top. SOmething very personal. JAJAJAJAJA

And back at the inn, we were like hungry ghost unleashed in the town centre. We bacsically had our own hall9-softball-team-cum-one-non-hall-niner's shi2 zi4 lu4 kou3. All we did was sit down, eat, then get up and walked, sit down, eat somemore. Get up, walk , and eat somemore. Nabei, really is what terence puts it as eat mountain.

Aye, overall I simply loved the trip except for the torturous train ride there and the super smart houseflies and lightning fast mosquitos in the mountain.

Somewhere along the line of evolution, something went wrong and the world's full of mosquitos and flies. If I could start a genocide against certain creatures on the planet, it would be mosquitos and flies. CCB.

Went to titans side last night for a bbq and some dry swimming. Food was great!!! The company was great!!!! The mj sux0r!!!! tio pwned yet again.....nb

Does ignoring help solve the problem? Does that mean it never exists in the first place? Can't even talk? Talk liao then don't say anything? Avoiding it, then hope time will tell? SLowly distancing away?? Nice move. Brillant tactics. As said by some CAL(read this FATnie, yes you are an CAL). Seriously, I can really put away the xmas present, AGAIN.

To add fuel to the fire and strain on the brain, now the body is crumbling. Get physically exhausted just to sleep. Seriously, I sleep less now then during exams period. It's like WTF man.

I think A is a good person, at least to me. It's just that my character traits are broken down into such simple details that it's so easy to read. Perfect understanding of a person. Perhaps too perfect and too scary for me. Never had a person been able to understand me so well and knows what's on my mind.

Softball camp these 2 days. char tar liao sia. AND I WANNA GO ZOUK OUT!!!!!!!!!

The greatest insanity in the world is doing the same thing over and over and expect different results.

Games are a powerful mechanism because they reflect our true behavior. As a learning tool, games enable people to 'learn by doing'. DO MORE, THINK LESS.

Once again IHG season has started. It's WAR!!!!!! 1st step nicely done with hall9 soccer team beating hall5 by 1-0. More sports coming up!!!!!!!!

Aye, with secret mission done in a night. Now it's time for secret mission 2 !!!!!!!!!Hope to complete it during these 2 mths.

To alicia: pai seh never answer your call. I really couldn't wake up.
To edd: pai seh. will return you the money asap. sorry haven meet up with u ever since u r back.

by p0rn5tar
12/06/2005 09:49:00 PM
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Friday, December 02, 2005

Summary

Summary for the past week:
Sunday: went to KM8 for cheryl's belated birthday celebrations!!!!!

Me and Andrew

Me and the birthday girl

The birthday girl and her BF

No one can take away the Mailbu pineapple from him.

3 chio bus??? Cheryl, Queenie and Kathy

Fucking awesome. I took this pic.

I wished you be there with me to see the sunset.

From 2pm drink till 9pm. Fucking high and sunburnted.
Awesome ice-cream cake!!!!

Mon: Watch Just Like Heaven with A. Kinda nice. Maybe during this period of time I'm a sucker for such lame romantic comedies. Ate at bistro. HAH! Had the same thing as I went there last time: Seafood combo and the choco fondue!!!! Perhaps its the company, perhaps its the new cook. SOmehow the food tastes different from the last time I went there.
After the movie came down to find lim bei kena summon. Fucking du lanz can!!!! No place to park liao so I just park right next to a slot. KNN still wanna summon me!!! NBCB
Came back to challenge the titans to a few rounds of mj. Tio pwned by TL's 13 unique wonders of the world instead.

Tue: Pwned by the titans once again....(*&&%^^&%^$&*%*&^*

Wed: Sandwiched by a car and a truck. Heng bike never fall. Side view mirror kinda twisted. Banged my arms, kness and back. 'enuff said about sg drivers' care for motorcyclists. Kena escorted by 4 TPs on the way back hall too. Therefore the journey back took 40 mins instead of the usual 25mins.
Mambo?? There were many calls and sms to jio me go that night. But somehow, the company of so many friends going and the lure of the new decor of zouk didn't faze me at all. Mambo....it's a place where I've been to most since I entered uni. Many events had happened there. BUt mostl of the happenings I wish to forget.
In the end I got my ass pwned again by the titans.

Thurs: CCB!!! Raped in my own room!!!!!! By some pu bor Tee Kong Kia!!!!!!!

Today: MALACCA HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. Tee Kong po pi wa lang pin pin an an

by p0rn5tar
12/02/2005 03:59:00 PM
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