The Downward Spiral

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I'm sorry too

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
"I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Ouch. Oh so familar.
It's been a year since that promise. That's like 1 more year left on the promise. 365 days more and I'll be back on the rampage. In the meantime, keep it real.

On a long and lonesome highway east of Omaha
You can listen to the engines moaning out as one note song
You think about the woman or the girl you knew the night before

But your thoughts will soon be wandering the way they always do
When you're riding sixteen hours and there's nothing much to do
And you don't feel much like riding, you just wish the trip was through

Here I am - on the road again
There I am - up on the stage
Here I go - playing star again
There I go - turn the page

So you walk into this restaurant strung out from the road
And you feel the eyes upon you, as you're shaking off the cold
You pretend it doesn't bother you, but you just want to explode

Yeah, most times you can't hear 'em talk, other times you can
All the same old clich's, "Is it woman? Is it man?"
And you always seem outnumbered, you don't dare make a stand
Make your stand

Oo-ooh, out there in the spotlight, you're a million miles away
Every ounce of energy you try to give away
As the sweat pours out your body like the music that you play, yeah

Later in the evening, you lie awake in bed
With the echoes of the amplifiers ringing in your head
You smoke the day's last cigarette, remembering what she said
What she said

Turn the page - Metallica/Bob Seger

by p0rn5tar
6/27/2006 09:39:00 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006

Free your mind

The architects/designers of Marina Square carpark are evil people indeed. Lim bei searched the whole bloody carpark for 30 mins before I finally found my ride. I thought suntec was worst, but the marina square wins hands down this time.

More evil are japanese people. No i'm not talking about WW2, but about chado instead. The japanese way of tea drinking. It is definitely not suited for round-assed people like me. With my gigantular butt resting on my heels, and with the seething pain on the knees, it's a huge ordeal to concentrate on tea making.

Aye, happy birthday to Emily ya. May you get drunk tonite.

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you
See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
I'll tear it apart

I will lie for you
I can steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all my love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you.

No.1 crush - Garbage

by p0rn5tar
6/23/2006 07:46:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

karmacoma

I'm not good at giving lame jokes nor am I super proficient in english. As they say, a picture paints a thousand words. Shut up and enjoy.

As for THIS, you will know why the Japanese are not only famous for their AV, but for their creativity as well.

Karma police, arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge
He's like a detuned radio

Karma police, arrest this girl
Her Hitler hairdo is
Making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get when you mess with us

Karma PoliceI've given all I can
It's not enough
I've given all I can
But we're still on the payroll

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get when you mess with us
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

Karma police - Radiohead

by p0rn5tar
6/20/2006 08:21:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Starry eye surprise

Don't play play hor....Do not underestimate the power of da4 han2 min2 zhu2
Ginseng powered turbo charge engines!!!!!
And where got 5 in a row all give ball one....france can suck my balls.
Samba soccer next!!!!

JOGA BONITO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was looking back to see if you were looking back at me to see me looking back at you

by p0rn5tar
6/14/2006 02:24:00 AM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Menage a trois

Australia : give ball
Czech Republic : give ball
Italy : give ball

hurhurhur so many balls to give. Give until lim bei MC today.ZZZ

You know.....somehow it feels kinda fuck up when your name don't appear on ppl's mind when the need arises, like say eg. an emergency, or a special occasion. You are not the 1st person that comes to mind and you are not the 1st person to call. And yet you still treat that someone very special. You would reply immediately, or call back immediately, or checking every possible cinema that is showing the bloody movie you have been dying to watch for very long, or keep disturbing everyone on your msn list for dinner places with exquisite ambience and great food, just to know that you won't get a chance to dine with that someone even though you are praying and hoping deep down inside it will happen.

If only YOU were the ONE.

ballsballsballsballsballs
youyouyouyouyouyouyou

yeah...balls to you eric

The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Ever wonder if it's all for you
The world I love
The trains I hop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Come and tell me when it's time to

Wait a minute I'm passing out
Win or lose
Just like you
Far more shocking
Than anything I ever knew
How about you?
Ten more reasons why I need somebody new
Just like you
Far more shocking than anything I ever knew
Right on cue

Kick start the golden generator
Sweet talk, but don't intimidate her
Can't stop the gods from engineering
Feel no need for any interfering
Your image in the dictionary
This life is more than ordinary
Can I get two maybe even three of these
Comin' from space to teach you of the Pleiades
Can't stop the spirits when they need you
This life is more than just a read-through

Can't Stop - RCHP

by p0rn5tar
6/13/2006 11:06:00 AM
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Friday, June 09, 2006

It has begun

More next time on the reason why i MIA-ed for so long, and the promised entry for Miss Lee.
But now, the more important(in fact most important) thing now is that..........

WORLD CUP IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Starts tonite!!!

p0rn5tar got scv liao.... p0rn5tar not going out liao.... gonna give up clubbing and pussies for 1 month....still got my alcohol fix though...what's a match without my fav hoegaarden anyway?

p.s. mark my words, holland and portugal final. JAJAJAJA

ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole ole

by p0rn5tar
6/09/2006 08:40:00 PM
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