The Downward Spiral

Thursday, July 20, 2006

changes

Since when it's so difficult to get people to come out on a wed night to party? Or even just to chill? Gone are the times whereby every wed there will be hordes of people going to club or just going out for a pint. Maybe it's me. On a wed night that I am suprising free, there's no one to go out with.

Lucky me, I have 7-11 and Cheers right at my door step. So there I was, on an early thursday morning, with a fag in hand and choosing my poison. Finally settled for barons, an admirable replacement for hoegaarden and kilkenny. Bored was an understatement of how I felt.

Been mixing around with jap stuff recently. So much so that I began searching for jap clips(variety shows, not porn lah, cb) on the net. Right here A surprising fact is that my chado sinseh actually knows who is hard gay! w00t! Do not underestimate the knowledge of an obasan eh? But her drinking powers sucks! JAJAJAJA!!! As ah mian says, lao gor jia neng cao!!!!!

In the meantime, the rest of you can suck on my IA grade:

Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane
But the memory remains
Heavy rings on fingers wave
Another star denies the grave
See the nowhere crowd, cry the nowhere tears of honor
Like twisted vines that grow
That hide and swallow mansions whole
And dim the light of an already faded prima donna

Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
Fortune, fame
Mirror vain
Gone insane...
But the memory remains

Heavy rings hold cigarettes
Up to lips that time forgets
While the Hollywood sun sets behind your back
And can't the band play on?
Just listen, they play my song
Ash to ash
Dust to dust
Fade to black

Memory Remains - Metallica

by p0rn5tar
7/20/2006 03:35:00 PM
1 smokers

I CANNOT LAH!!!!!!

FUCK LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine

So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame

So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one
You're not the only one

November Rain - Guns N' Roses

Read every single word.

Too many thoughts stored inside hp to be transported into here.
24 hours a day is definitely not enough. For now.

by p0rn5tar
7/20/2006 12:19:00 AM
0 smokers

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Appreciate it

Nice beat box group.
LINK

Memories. They are nothing. Yet they mean everything.

You put yourself in stupid places
Yes I think you know it's true
Situations where it's easy to look down on you
I think you like to be the victim
I think you like to be in pain
I think you make yourself a victim almost every single day

You say they taught you to read and write
Yeah they taught you how to count
I say they tought you how to buy and sell your own body by the pound
I think you like to be their simple toy
I think you love to play the clown
I think you are blind to the fact that the hand you hold is the hand that holds you down

You do what you do
You say what you say
You try to be everything to everyone
You know all the right people
You play all the right games
You always try to be everything to everyone

Spin around and fall down
Do it again
You stumble and fall
Yeah why don't you ever learn
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
Come on now
Do that stupid dance for me

Everything to everyone - Everclear

by p0rn5tar
7/12/2006 08:48:00 PM
0 smokers