The Downward Spiral

Monday, August 14, 2006

anyone missed me?

If you guys wanna have a eat/drink/la kopi/talk cock in hall, i'm just a msn/sms/call away..............

More of updates later on. From the foc2006 to my injury to national day to why I am missing in action to many many many others.........

In the meantime, I shall answer the following quesitons if it's posted to me. My own humble opinion of answering cuz' i'm in the same fucking scenario:

1) Why is it that i jus cant get you out like your other frens do? faced wif rejectionsss, 1st time in my life. senerio 1::"Are you free to meet today after work?" "no, i got to go home for dinner."senerio 2::called upteen times, no answers.... Finally answering late at nite "eh dun you haf to go home for dinner?" "Oh... i met my fren, going for dinner then a drink" wtf.

Ans: Even if I meet you, there's nothing left for me to say to you. You chose religion over me. Whatever i said will mean nothing. Even if we chatted about other stuff, there would be just monotonous reply. FUCK.

2) Wasnt HP designed for the convenience of contacting a person? Why carry one if you wouldnt answer it? ok..it was meant to avoid me.

Ans: I've gotten used to it. A sms took half a day to travel from my hp to the singtel satellite dish then to your hp and back. And yes, it's a norm these days that ppl simply do not ans calls.

3) Why am i so pathetic and stuck in this self pity concerning you?

Ans: Bigger FUCK. I can't ans this too.

4) The ease of you getting over everything... oh its you who wan a break up...

Ans: Oh yes. Of course. The fairer sex will always take this kind of stuff pretty much easier. Esp when they are the one who initiated it. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

5) Why do you still mean so much to me? I wanna say so badly "Fuck you bitch, enjoy ur social life, I wouldnt wan you back even u come crawling to me. I am happy screwing other gers now." but i didn't...cos i cannot..

Ans: Oh. I'm really happy screwing other girls. NOT.

6) for goodness sake, try honing your excuses and lies even though you had practised on me always.

Ans: JAJAJAJAJAJA. We get the same excuses/answers/whatevers each time don't we?
FUCK X infinity.

This is dedicated to all irresponsible ppl out there (friends of mine are not included) :

What's an heartache?

When you know that you dun mean a thing to the PERSON.When you know that the PERSON is giving real hopes to everyone except you.When you know that no matter how much u love the PERSON, she don't give a damn, or rather she dun give a fuck about you.

Kept asking myself why am i still clinging on to the tiny piece of hope that she will be back, kept answering myself that its because i love her. Well, so what?? so what if i love her?? i dun haf the right to blame her. Its my doing that leads to my situation now.

Havent been slping well for the past 2 wks. Havent been acting normal for the past 2 wks. My heart will become even harder than before, all thanks to you. I will get you out of my life.

Jus get out.

Hold on little girl
show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
when it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwile
and I can make you start to smile

To be with you - Mr. Big

A song that hit me hard while I was downing hoegaarden at Wala's with a babe of mine. Performed exceptionally well by the unXpected.
Thanx babe.

I've already lost faith in god. Because the devil can make people do so much more with so little.
Religious ladies. Stay away from me pls.

by p0rn5tar
8/14/2006 07:04:00 PM
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