The Downward Spiral

Monday, October 03, 2005

The First Post

w00t!!!! The first post!!!! Usually ppl will get excited by their 1st post, but not me. Was thinking for quite some time on whether shld I start blogging...It really serves as an option to write down all my thoughts and all about my life.
To start it off(kinda of in a sad mood now)...... Hello world...welcome to my life....

Let me ask you guys out there what's communications??? And is religion really that important??
I am a simple man with simple feelings(though some ppl out there might disagree). All I want was a woman who I can relate to and she can relate back. Spend time together doing things you usually do in everyday life. eg:watching tv, eating, go out jalan jalan. Very difficult meh???? KNN!!!!!!!!

Yah lah.... I know ppl always judge me by my outlook....I know it lah... Ah beng lah... with profanities in almost every sentence....and not being serious at all...one whom you can't engage serious talk with....let me tell you pu bors out there:
DON'T FUCKING JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I forgot what I wanted to type.....Various thoughts were swimming all over my brain the entire day....simply could not concertrate on studies.... and now when I wanted to type it all out... all the words vanished....(short term memory sympton). I dunno what to type....dunno how to type...simply confused and demoralised....

Well... one thing I learnt...shouldn't start things too fast... else it will end fast... perhaps some things like trust n feelings just need time to cultivate....But I am that kind of person what.... when i want.. i really go for it.... and when I fall..I fall hard....Kind of like impulsive shopping...if you know what i mean....

I am sick of going through all these rubbish..... But i really dun wanna turn back to my old days of being a bad guy......(6mths of being a bad guy is enuff... played enuff...period). Sometimes these things really fumed my rage abt women, makes me wanna take revenge. But no... I've already promised myself I shall never do those kind of things again.

Oh well....whatever floats your boat man....back to the days of intoxicating myself with nicotine and alcohol again....

by p0rn5tar
10/03/2005 05:50:00 PM
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