The Downward Spiral

Friday, November 11, 2005

a breath of fresh air

Went supper with chio lian vinnie just now. It was greattttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Long time no go out so far from ntu. Even the air there smells different. Long time no speed. The feeling of the wind blowing on my face on a night on the expressway where there's little traffic. Feels so good. I'm refreshed once again. Did some catching up with CLV. Really long time no talk to her liao. Even at shaun's bday party also never get to talk to her much. It has been a while man, we had known each other for like 3 yrs plus. Guess time really flies.

Heard from friend today that a girl from one of the halls tried to commit suicide a few days ago. Probably due to exams stress. The first thing that comes to my mind was fengji's death some time back. IMO, suicide was never and should never be an option. I mean, there's so much more in life to look forward to. We are still so young, and there's like 1001 thing I would like to do in this lifetime. I would never ever consider death man. SO what if I had to stay back a couple of seams. What's the fucking big deal? I am still smiling and enjoying life. There's still so many things to do other then studying.

I then called my friend who is staying in that hall. He told me its a misunderstanding. Yuan lai the girl was talking on the roof top on her hp. Then people thought she wanan commit suicide, so they call the police, the ambulance, the civil defence, the hall office and every fuck shit came. Nice entertainment I must say. Exams period form of distress?

Oh yes!!! I just got another video of Russell Peters!!!! Sound quality not very good, but he's fucking hilarious as usual. And stupid me go haolian on my msn nick to tell the whole world I got the video. After I came back from supper, I had 10, I say again 10 fucking msg on my msn all asking me to send the freaking video. And none from her. I don't know what pissed me off. Suddenly I didn't want to send out the video anymore. Those that got it before I was pissed off are some lucky bastards. Therefore my current msn nick.

I shall stop initiating things no more.

IF there is a god, he must be having a hell lot of fun toying around with me.

The only rebounds I need are those from basketball hoops.
The only replacements I want are the spare parts for my bike.
Not anything else please.
From idiot to ass.

by p0rn5tar
11/11/2005 01:30:00 AM
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