The Downward Spiral

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Retribution

To suffer not one, not two but 3 retrbutions in a row in less than 12hrs is amzingly crude. The depth of my actions must be grave.
I know now that I have done it the wrong way. Way wrong. Gone too far.
I seriously believe in retribution now. And I deeply regret my actions up till now.
The loss of contact for the past 2 days haven't make my days easily either. The moment I closed my eyes, it just keep flashing back. The brain will auto replay the scene again and again. I could have asked more questions. Had I probed more, things won't have turn out the way they are now. Instead I acted like a kid.
SO fucking ashamed of myself.
Thus I really suffered the retributions today. 3 of them..... imagine the damage I must have caused....
Physically battered and mentally bruised.
I wanna disappear.
Btw, if a person that doesn't sleep for more than 48 hrs, will that person die? I seriously hope not.
My only xams wish this year is you, no one but you by my side.
I must be dreaming.

I wish I could be everything you ever wanted.
If X + Y = Z, I wanna be Z. The end of your journey in life to search for the ONE.

by p0rn5tar
11/29/2005 05:12:00 AM
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